This is where I begin to tell you all the thoughts in my head. Trust me, you don’t want to know.
This week was a hard week for me personally. I am trying hard to get through this cancer thing. It is not easy. The process is fine. Right now my suffering relates to something that is going on after my surgery in March of this year. Right now, we think it is scar tissue. I go into the hospital on Monday June 6th to get a scope done. They might stretch my esophagus if that is what is needed. Anyhow, the eating of food sucks. I mean literally it is in my head I can not eat. After each intake of food, I throw up. That’s the part the really sucks. And to top it off, i stress myself out about losing weight, Not eating enough. Let’s cross our fingers this procedure works for me.
My other thoughts this past week is all about working on my websites and getting organized. If you just sit down and focus, it really does feel good to finally get some things organized. I went through over 1000 logins and passwords, reset them and saved them where only I can get to them and even went further to put them in categories. It took over a week, but now I am organized enough that I know what and where.
You know I even went as far to organize my Google Chrome to follow me where ever I go. Now that in itself feels good. Now, I know some of you do not like chrome. I use it but also use Firefox too.
That is all I have for now. I will write more soon and keep you updated about my procedure. If you really want to follow my cancer. Go HERE, that’s where my story and journey is located.
